| | I'm sick of feeling. I get so emotional over petty little shit these days. I can't get over Ray. I can't stop kicking myself for not hanging out with him more. I can't cry and I can't sleep. I am absent minded and forgetful of the most important shit. I try to write about it, and I start to think. I start to think about it, and I get all sad. You'd think that by getting sad, I'd want to cry.
crying is hard for me. It took months for me to cry over it all. I feel like I might again, though. You never know. Last time I thought I would, I just sat there, stone faced. That was at his funeral.
I wish I was tralfamadorian. I could look at this and say "so it goes" and move on with my life.
gah! afjdkalfjdsklajfsadF!jklgjklsdafja!
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| | Posted 6/4/2009 11:51 PM - 6 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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